Kingdom Of Jeffry

today she told me that she broke up with her boyfriend….. before she tell me that, i always thought that i’ll be very happy to hear something like that….. b’cos of i got more chance to win her back…….. but i’m wrong…… completely wrong……… i feel sad…… b’cos she’s sad and unhappy……… i try to cheer her up a little…….. but i don’t know if it’s working…… recently i change my MSN topic to "way back into love", a song title. i am still thinking is it faith really want me to win her back to my life? hmm….. that’s things that i should worry later…… not now……. she’s still hurt…… so, i don’t think i’ll do anything in this moment…… seeing she hurt so much…… make me jeolous……. gosh~!!!! what kind of human being am i….. foolish….. anyway, really wish to see her recover from this…….. i tell her that i’ll be there by her side whenever she need me……. i’ll try to keep this promise…… as long as i live……. will really try my best to do that……… i really don’t want to see her sad………

since when huh? should be from 18 years old… starting to forget the feeling…. feeling of loving (romance), although this few years i had couple with a few girls, but from them i didn’t get what i want…. the feel….. maybe it’s because in my heart she’s still the one…. trying get her off my mind but just can’t resist…. I’m too stupid to let her off my life….. and i shouldn’t did all those mistake….. should’ve treat her better….. I really wish that she will know that she’ll always the best girl i ever had……

Sigh~!!!! Feel like getting older…. and my bad temper seems to change alot…. maybe because of age….. haha….. today when i wake up…. 1st i look at the mirror as usual…. although i still got my baby face….. but age won’t lie…. my look become alot more mature already…… Gosh!~!! I want my young look back….. and please….. please be gone….. my spare tyre…… LoL

hmm…. what to put in here…. i’m not people that simply tell others my feeling and thought…. so… got no idea what to write here…. whatever…. just want to try to make a blog…. maybe this is a begining of something new….